falling over

this weekend, i guess i slept for too long, but i almost fell over after i got out of bed. i heard my sister turn on the shower and then turn it off like 15 seconds later, so i get up to ask her "did you shower already?" but when i got to the door, i started blacking out and falling over. so... i held onto to the doorway to keep from falling, but my body was slipping. and then, i guess the blood finally got to my head. but while i was falling, i was kinda freaking out, and i guess when i tried to say "did you shower already", it didn't come out that way. my sis said that it was a bunch of gibberish that sounded like english but made no sense. also, as i was falling, she said "what's wrong with you?" but i guess, through the haze, i heard a fuzzy "what's wrong with you" as i fell, and then it came to me again when i was lucid again. she said she only said it once, but i think i heard it three times. and after i "came to", i said, "oh my god" and spazzed out and ran away back to bed to lie back down. it was really weird and crazy

Can you tell that that was just me copy and pasting (then going back to add punctuation) from aim? Too lazy rewrite and make it sound coherent. At any rate, isn't that CRAZY?

joy: it's happened 2 times before. once, i slept in really late when i was still in the dorms, and when i got up to go to the bathroom. somewhere between the bed and the bathroom, i pass out and fall over. at the time, i described it as falling asleep while walking. but i came to instantly after to find myself on the floor, head against my closet door, with the bathroom door swung wide open. and the second time... it was on the bball court

do: o_O

yeah...

joy: were you with me that one time i was playing in wooden and kinda fell over for no reason

Eric: no... but wut the
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Not Broken Yet

Life can get really shitty sometimes. I don't remember them ever being so shitty before. Yet, here I stand, whole. Not quite broken.

But, the scary thing is, things haven't really fallen apart yet. They're just on the verge. So many things. The anticipation burns.

We'll see how whole I stand when it happens.

come together for me

I think things are starting to fall into place. I hope.

Still have yet to get any envelopes, big or small. Hurry hurry hurry!

Come together. Right now.

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Blink

Half a second ago, we were laughing side by side,
Carefree and young, taking each day in stride.
Then with one blink, a dramatic change in scene,
The world is different now; it's lost that great sheen.
And we have grown up and gone our separate ways,
But I can't help but think of those simpler days.
Time used to crawl, we take for granted and lose track.
It grows wings and takes off when we turn our back.
And faster than we can say, "Time sure does fly,"
Everything is different, with a blink of an eye.